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Another night almost in tears. Another day in pain. From a night of laughter and fun to a night of screams and suffering. My insides rip me apart killing me slowly. No one cares. Everyone stares like I'm a caged animal, a creature of amusement. They joke they stoke they burn the scorn. I can't escape. This is life. I fight for my life prepared to die! But death doesn't come. I bang my head against the wall hoping I fall. But death doesn't come. I want it all to end the nightmares. The daydreams. The life I have. End it now take it away I don't care. The ground I stood on is gone nothing is right anymore. My world is falling to pieces and no o

How can my mother talk about suicide like the people who commit it are stupid? She doesn't know. She doesn't understand. How can anyone say that about the suffering? Their own lives to them are a living Hell but you still look down on them even after they're gone. You judge them still! They died because of people like you! And they may not hear you but people who know the pain and understand do. We stand together. You judge them you judge me. If only you knew! If only you could see! You're the reason. You are why we die. We are not stupid. We don't fail at life. We survive that's all we can do sometimes! We fight day and night! Nightmares of

Some nights I stay up to scared to sleep for fear of the next day. I'm scared of waking up to more pain then the night before or loosing the ones I love. I'm scared I'll never wake up. I want to stay awake to keep my life from falling apart but the truth is…. It all dies when I'm awake. Life real life, can't be woken up from, sleep is our only escape but that's where the nightmares live and right now…. I don't know which one I fear more…. I dream of life after I wake up and when I wake up that's all I think about… I'm killing myself with stress and fear and there's nothing I can do. It's eating me away and no one knows it. No one understands